Friday, September 30, 2005 12:00 AM
here we go again..
todays another.. well.. another day. haha.
i mean, we shld be praising God that He has given us another day rite. its true. but sumtimes circumstances really cloud ur vision. n emotions do tend to get in the way.
quote of daphne .. our circumstances dun determine His sovereignty. how true.
God nvr changes la. but sometimes we do wonder why things happen.
in fact, in my life i have many whys.. im sure u do too. but tho i haf many questions still unanswered.. i guess in the end, somehow i choose to believe in God..
hmm.. was looking thru some past photos.. nostalgia man.
gosh, im missing so many things la.. haha. sob sob.
well.. life goes on.
focusing my eyes on our Lord Jesus....
Sunday, September 25, 2005 12:15 AM
when all fades away...
Imagine u were fixing up a jigsaw puzzle... u were really enjoying urself.. till u realized u cldnt find the last piece that wld complete the whole puzzle.. u looked all over n u found some loose jigsaw pieces.. so u try to fit them n one by one. Howeva all those pieces cant seem to fit n u wld keep trying till u find the piece that fits exactly wldnt u. wld u settle for a jigsaw piece that seemed to fit but it wasnt tt missin piece? i doubt so.
Isnt it the same in our lives... we all have an empty space in our hearts. each n everyone of us. i dun care who u are, how happy u may be. but the fact is, when everything fades away n u cant keep urself occupied, thats when that emptiness hits u. it hits u right smack in the face. u cant deny it.
so many of us, try to fill up tt gap in our heart with all the wrong pieces.. they seem to fit in, but u noe its not the right piece coz the picture juz aint right. but the thing is, many of us juz settle for all the wrong pieces.
we settle for sthg less when we cld be having the best. wow, it rhymes!haha.
well.. i can totally relate to that. tryin many times to fill that empty space in my heart with everythg n anythg but the one true thing that wld fill me up.
funny how christians can go arnd telling others that Jesus is their everythg when their hearts are all cluttered up with everythg but Him.
haha. Gods grace is truly amazing.. when others are all happily singing abt Gods grace, all joy can do is let tears run down her face. coz Gods grace is juz so real to me n its realli wad is
preserving me. i need so much of His grace...
Anyway.. i desire to get the right missing jigsaw piece in my life.. coz i noe its onli that one piece that will complete the picture in my life..
*Jesus i wan to run to u..
Friday, September 23, 2005 11:30 PM
speechless.
man. wad is wrong with Joy. it seems wadeva she does whereva she turns, shes makes the wrong decision or does the wrong thing. who can she trust. haha. sigh..
stepping along a wall all covered with glass.. and she cant afford to make even one wrong move.
lyk a bird in a cage, she longs to be free.
humans cant stand flies, they haf eyes that see fr all angles.
joy cant stand those kinda eyes either.
well.. wads done has been done. end of matter. byebye
Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:40 PM
brgs back memories.
would juz like to mention one thing to all the ex pl lites! ...
went for my uncles wedding last sat.. during reception met euodia. dear euodia was speaking to another lady.. and when i came by that lady excused herself wanting to let euodia n i chat. i turned to look at this older lady... *joy turns... MRS LIM!!!!!* haha. yes, it was Mrs Lim. man! i cldnt believe it.. its been lyk 5 whole yrs since i last saw her. she was the bestest best principal anyone could eva haf.. haha. so we were juz catching up, listening to wad she had been up to aft her retirement.. shes one really active woman. haha.
and guess who i met next... Terry n Jessie! haven seen them for ages too! Terry was fr 6 kindness... haha.. our very dear united class..
well, i hafta say, that day realli brought back soo many memories. precious memories. our primary school was really one that i will never forget la. hahaha.
OEI.. if any 6 kindness gals ar reading this.. remb we are supposed to go to candices hse for some bbq reunion!! haha.. well.. i truly hope we can all meet up agn. i miss all those crazie times we had.. i miss WINNIE!! hahaha.
its funny how time can pass so quickly n memories can still be so fresh in our minds. people are all goin their different ways, seeking different things, and involved in their own lives. But yet, friendship n memories will still brg pple togetha.. Tho walls may be built up over the yrs.. but seeing an old fren, no matter how close u were, always brgs a smile to my face. :)
hey people!
anyway.. i haf uploaded some pics.. so u all can go check it out..
the pics are fr my trip to indonesia. juz click on the link. haha
the animals were all in this cool safari plc.. so we drove in n they walked all the way up to the jeeps window.. n yes, we fed them carrots n bananas.
oh btw , joy CAN tell the difference between a lion n a tiger k!!
here kittykitty
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