Wednesday, November 30, 2005 7:15 PM
a 2nd chance?
yay!! com is fixed! weird.. din do anythg, but its suddenly ok liao.. haha
the mind is scary. it really is.. everything we do starts from the mind.. i'm realli thankful for that thurs wil pst chye aik.. its not realli anythg new, but it was a huge reminder... what he said abt our mind bein lyk a garden and we need to take care of it.. i was nvr a gd gardener, laziness always gets the better of me. but i dun desire my mind to stay as a broken down n messy garden =)
i wonder when i will ever find true satisfaction. or is true satisfaction only to be found up above? Its tiring when all the things u do or are doing is fruitless.. I believe some satisfaction comes when u are doing wad God wans you to do.. but i realli desire to come to that place where my heart will be at rest and satisfied..
till that day comes.. i can only do wad little i know i shld be doing =)
still, i muz say.. each day I'm astounded by His grace.. some how He helps me thru each day.. He gives me that little hope i need to pull thru the day.. I wonder wad makes the world go round.. i'm sure its God. but i believe the key word.. especially for unbelievers.. is HOPE. they say.. u can live 40 days without food, 3 days without water.. but u cant live a second without hope. yup, i totally believe in that. If u dun have any relationship with God, u wun have any hope, and without hope, ure living this life as a zombie.. EEEKS!! hasnt it ever occurred to you that we are living in a world of walking zombies?!? are you one of them? *winks*
but wait.. theres sthg more i desire than juz pulling thru each day by the skin of my teeth.. i realli desire to come to a place where i'm living a victorious life.. yup.. a place where the smile on my face is genuine, and where i would be an overcomer =)
theres so much more to life isnt there? i pray i'll find it ...
