Tuesday, January 17, 2006 6:16 AM
decisions
Sometimes decisions tt u have decided to make, are hard to keep to.
the truth is, u usually dun noe if u made the right decision until time has passed.
With new decisions comes new challenges and new lessons. Both bad and good. Nobody noes the outcome. but the thing is, are we able to come out of the hole we've dug for ourselves and step into the path He has set for us? are we able to oversome our fear of failure, our fear of man, our fear of wad the future holds. are we able to trust our lives into God's hands once again?
Joel 2:25 -- "So i will restore to you the years...."
Its so encouragin. to recover all the lost years. seems impossible. but hey, with God nothing is impossible.
Life is filled with downs and ups --- thats if u look at it thru ur circumstances.
BUT, if u look at ur life thru the eyes of the one above, u'll see that everythg happens for a reason. No matter how painful the situation may be, yet, u'll be able to see the purpose for it.
All i wan is to walk in the path He has made for me, to walk with Him, to walk in His will, to walk with His favor, and to walk with confidence coz Jesus is walking with me.
I wish i cld do more, i wish i cld help, i wish i cld say sthg that wld help, i wish -- i wish that i cld give you the answers u're looking for. i dunno how, i dunno why, i dunno wad to do, i dunno wad to say ... i onli know that Jesus i give this all to you. Help me to release it and to trust in You. -amen.
Friday, January 06, 2006 6:25 AM
ok everybody.. this is my first post usin my new lappy!!!! HEE =P
anyway, i tink living anywhere at all near a school is pure torture. The whole of this week i've been hearing cheers aft cheers.. *will be chau ta, will be chau ta.. AHHHH!!* wah lao.. all that screaming is gettin gon my nerves. haha. but nvm la, i show them some grace.. den tonight, wAH.. they still singing. they having camp fire. ooh well.. haha.
noise and disturbance aside, i tink the thing that realli bothers me the most is everytime i walk past the school, i would think.. "this is where i cld have been". Sometimes its realli hard to be satisfied where u are. I truly agree that the grass always seems greener on the other side. Not that i have anythg against homeschooling.. i tink its a realli good system. but then, its hard to be so different. I haf this one wish, that i may finally be able to speak to someone who is one yr older than me and who is in homeschooling, i'm sure we would be able to share so much, and i could ask so many questions.
well.. i'm realli sorry if i sound lyk i've been complaining.. =P
i've been starting my studying regime agn.. so far so good, but i hope it gets betta, coz i'm still not on schedule n not where i shld be. so realli need Gods grace.. coz by nature i'm such a lazy person! HAHA.
realli hope everything will turn out well =)
Monday, January 02, 2006 5:48 AM
We once walked the same path. But now, u have chosen yours, and I muz now choose mine. Maybe, juz maybe, our paths might cross again. Till that day comes, good-bye. =)
