Tuesday, January 27, 2009 10:05 AM
happy.
I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU :) :) :): ): ):):):):): :)
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.may this be the beginning.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 6:13 PM
death 2
its such a coincidence that my last post title was titled death, and then there was miemie's picture under it.
yest at work she was having a very hard time, after hearing that her father had passed away the night before.
can u imagine how hard it must be, to hear abt the death of a close loved one and be so far away. I'm thankful that she is able to travel back on sun... coz of the public hol and our shop is closed on both mon and tues. if not usually the foreign workers only haf 1 day off.
is it not true that only in lack do we suddenly appreciate. ie: most singaporean children and even when they grow up to be adults, don't know how to show their appreciation to their parents.
even i gave the excuse last nite, that i'm not the kind to show appreciation easily. these are definitely just lousy excuses. just coz we cant get past our pride.
why isit that we, or rather i, must wait for a tragic thing to happen den only will i open my heart to those who care abt me the most.
i want the relationships arnd me to feel natural and not awkward and weird. but i guess, if there never really was much of a relationship in the first place and now the other party is wanting to start one, theres no way except for it to start in an awkward and funny position.
theres coming a big change.
am i ready?
Sunday, January 18, 2009 5:32 PM
death

meet miemie! our shops latest addition. haha. shes a very nice colleague. and has so far taught me quite a few myan-mese words.... haha!!

looking at this makes me hungry. it looks simple. but its very nice!! sweet and spicy and sour bamboo shoots!!

yes, we're super free during work. ha.

i cant survive longer than half a day in this shoes..... -.-

lastly.. GB has died.
sad sia. cant believe it... his body guards are mourning.
for the strangest reason, i felt sad when i saw his dead body floating in the water.
"The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. Then God said, 'Let there be light', and there was light"bring to life the dead things in my life.
please. stop shouting. please.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 10:29 PM
happy new yr. yes i noe i'm pretty late.

Meet GB - aka - goosebump, golf ball.......
He's my new years pet!! LOL. if u noe me, u wld noe- I HATE FISH. unless its for eat la. but on new years day, my family and some other relatives went to fish farm. ANd i had dis sudden thought that having a single goldfish and putting it in my room would be pretty neat. HAHAH. so, i bought this pearl gold fish for 3bucks.
quite cute leh!
but must keep liz away, or she'll get scissors and kill the poor little thing.
for all u fish lovers out there, dun even bother asking me to get one more, telling me nonsense like "he's so lonely" "wah, poor thing! all alone"
PLEASE AR. look at the pic.
HE GOT BODYGUARDS LEH!!
shikamaru, naruto, sakura, and sasuke will defend him with all their might!!
and check out ice cream man. and no jan, i haven counted the coins yet. LOL.
next.
i know that i rarely update this blog. mostly coz my com drives me nuts making me wait and wait and wait for it to upload and stuff. but i wonder. is blog a place that others read so that they can "catch up on your life" ?? if so, u can forget abt readin my blog. YOU THERE. STOP READING. coz i dun write to update ppl on my life.
of course this blog is on the internet and thus open to public eyes. honestly it doesnt matter who reads it. BUT the thing is. some ppl read other ppls blog and suddenly they feel as if they know the person very well.
my point is -
dont let blog reading take place of building proper friendships with a person.
I'm not trying to make a big deal out of anythg. Mayb i'm just re-evaluating wad friendships are.
next.
inspite of all that is happening and how i feel.
"We can look at the conditions of the world and faint, or look at the possibilities of God and take faith"
pray and just keep praying. even if the world laffs at me. i'll still keep trusting.